sadisticmarshmello

sometimes i want to stand there and simply breathe you in past my teeth and words that cannot show how much you mean but i know that you'd get stuck somewhere in my ribcage near my heart and when you wanted to be free from me like you always do you'd pry apart my bones and leave me more broken than you already have.

I won't be waiting for you. I will not tell you that the last six months apart have made us stronger. I won't tell you that we will last forever, and you are the only one for me. I won't be lying when I say. That your desperate midnight confessions made me laugh behind my teeth. That I smiled when you cried for how we lost ourselves. That I don't really care if you break into shiny sharp little pieces. The truth is. You stole every feeling I had for you. And you broke them. And you taped them back together and gave them to me. When you thought I had forgotten How to recognize destruction.